You Are More

I love this song and I think it's a great reminder!

Change

I feel so far away from everything. Like I was blind to the world but now my eyes are opened and I’m in an entirely different place then everyone else. I’m in a room of people but I feel alone. You know that empty feeling?  I can’t explain it but it’s there. I need something, something to change, something to make sense, something to happen.

Along with that I hate depending on people.  It’s funny because no matter what someone always lets you down. So, we put a guard for the next person that comes along.  And I’m not talking about just relationships; I mean friendships, family members, all of it.  Every experience changes us a tiny bit and that affects every relationship from then on out. When we experience change we tend to get scared, sometimes it’s an excited scared or sometimes a fear but it’s easy to be afraid of the unknown. I hate the feeling of where do I go from here. I’m the type of person who just wants to know.

I like change though. Things get boring really quickly to me so sometimes change is good. It’s all about how you look at it I think.